And I still see you
In every sunflower
Every screaming sunflower
And how they scream, of you.
In every sunflower
Every screaming sunflower
And how they scream, of you.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Monday, July 28, 2008
Long wait at the polyclinic
Woke up today and felt that my throat was swimming in a pool of phlegm. EEEEWW! Hahaha yeah man I'm sick. I've been having a sorethroat since yesterday morning, sucks. Feels like your throat has gone all rusted. It got really bad this morning so I decided to get a day of MC. Lacking of cash, I left my house with my 11B and went to a polyclinic.
I discovered that now polyclinics have this new Self-Registration machine. Basically you just gotta scan your IC and you can get a queue number. Everything started well, I was 5 minutes earlier than a bunch of uncles who flooded around that 3 poor machines. And everything after that was about WAITING. I waited to get the queue number to see the doctor, waited to see the doctor, waited to get the queue number to get my medicine, waited to get my medicine, waited to pay for my medicine. I entered the polyclinic at 1040 and left at 1330. Close to 3 hours of waiting! But alright no complaining since it's free COZ I'M A SOLDIER! :DD
Hah feels nostalgic to go polyclinic man, my shelter and refuge during my JC days... LOL! JC students out there who wanna get straight As, pls don't visit the polyclinic too often!!
I discovered that now polyclinics have this new Self-Registration machine. Basically you just gotta scan your IC and you can get a queue number. Everything started well, I was 5 minutes earlier than a bunch of uncles who flooded around that 3 poor machines. And everything after that was about WAITING. I waited to get the queue number to see the doctor, waited to see the doctor, waited to get the queue number to get my medicine, waited to get my medicine, waited to pay for my medicine. I entered the polyclinic at 1040 and left at 1330. Close to 3 hours of waiting! But alright no complaining since it's free COZ I'M A SOLDIER! :DD
Hah feels nostalgic to go polyclinic man, my shelter and refuge during my JC days... LOL! JC students out there who wanna get straight As, pls don't visit the polyclinic too often!!
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Happy Spiritual Birthday, Kai!
Last week marked my 3rd year in Hope. It's amazing man, I never thought that I would actually stay in a church for so long. I used to think that Christianity was just another religion game, played in despair to attempt to reach into the 4th dimension and convince oneself that something supernatural actually exists and therefore our lives can get better. In other words, it's all just a bunch of nicely-packaged lies.
But things changed a lot after I came to Hope. I have experienced God in a manner that is way beyond explanation. It's more than just about going to church weekly and having that routine of praise and worship, holy communion and sermon. It's about having a genuine relationship with God. I never regretted knowing God, the only thing I can feel regretful about is not knowing God earlier. In the past I really felt like starting all over again because I screwed up time after time chasing skirts, achievements, popularity and gaining recognition in the things that I do. I finally found my restart button and it can only be God, it has to be, and it is. I can't imagine my life without Him.
Now when I think back, Christianity is no longer just another religion game. I really thank God for all the people that have guided me and helped me to grow in this relationship with Him. 3 years have passed, God has brought me this far and I know He will bring me even further. From an unbeliever to a believer, to a shepherd, to a careleader, to a musician, to a discipler and so much more to come. I'm so excited about what God can do in my life and in the lives of others through mine.
Yes, I wanna be with Jesus forever. And all else fade away. Amen. :)
But things changed a lot after I came to Hope. I have experienced God in a manner that is way beyond explanation. It's more than just about going to church weekly and having that routine of praise and worship, holy communion and sermon. It's about having a genuine relationship with God. I never regretted knowing God, the only thing I can feel regretful about is not knowing God earlier. In the past I really felt like starting all over again because I screwed up time after time chasing skirts, achievements, popularity and gaining recognition in the things that I do. I finally found my restart button and it can only be God, it has to be, and it is. I can't imagine my life without Him.
My source of strength,
My source of hope,
Is Christ alone.
My source of hope,
Is Christ alone.
Now when I think back, Christianity is no longer just another religion game. I really thank God for all the people that have guided me and helped me to grow in this relationship with Him. 3 years have passed, God has brought me this far and I know He will bring me even further. From an unbeliever to a believer, to a shepherd, to a careleader, to a musician, to a discipler and so much more to come. I'm so excited about what God can do in my life and in the lives of others through mine.
Nothing in this world can satisfy me
Jesus You alone can fill me up
I could gain the world and all its treasures
But all those things can never be enough
Jesus You alone can fill me up
I could gain the world and all its treasures
But all those things can never be enough
Yes, I wanna be with Jesus forever. And all else fade away. Amen. :)
Friday, July 18, 2008
Long long time!
Haha wow feels great to be back at my blog! The first thing that hit me when I visited my blog after a long time was that sometimes plans don't really work out the way you want them to. I guess plans can sound great, but it's much more than just writing them down or talking abt them.
I wanna read more books- But my train rides are the only chances for me to catch my slp.
I wanna go for mission trip- I bought tickets for Hongkong LC! :))
I wanna lose weight- Let's not talk abt that first. LOL.
I wanna save more money- Oh shit.
I wanna outreach- Working on it pretty well.
Proverbs 16:9
9 In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.
Well I guess no matter how good our plans can sound, we still have to commit them to God and pray continually. Cos at the end of the day God is still the one in control, He is still the one who takes the driver's seat and the steering wheel of our lives.
Many times I felt so tired and pointless, even though my NS life is so uninteresting to be mentioned abt compared to the Pes As & Bs, even the Pes Cs. I felt so alone and that no one could understand. Sometimes I just sit in the office and wonder why the hell am I here for, wasting my life away. But to think of it again, if I wasn't in that office, what else would I actually be doing. So is life that meaningless and boring? Whatever happened to life to the fullest with God. I'm just wondering. If you're reading this, please pray for me.
I wanna read more books- But my train rides are the only chances for me to catch my slp.
I wanna go for mission trip- I bought tickets for Hongkong LC! :))
I wanna lose weight- Let's not talk abt that first. LOL.
I wanna save more money- Oh shit.
I wanna outreach- Working on it pretty well.
Proverbs 16:9
9 In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.
Well I guess no matter how good our plans can sound, we still have to commit them to God and pray continually. Cos at the end of the day God is still the one in control, He is still the one who takes the driver's seat and the steering wheel of our lives.
Many times I felt so tired and pointless, even though my NS life is so uninteresting to be mentioned abt compared to the Pes As & Bs, even the Pes Cs. I felt so alone and that no one could understand. Sometimes I just sit in the office and wonder why the hell am I here for, wasting my life away. But to think of it again, if I wasn't in that office, what else would I actually be doing. So is life that meaningless and boring? Whatever happened to life to the fullest with God. I'm just wondering. If you're reading this, please pray for me.
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